JEALOUSY

Feeling Jealous
Jealousy is one of the toughest feelings we come up against in our lives. There is not much worse than this aching sense that somehow life has been unfair to us, while amply rewarding someone else. It's even worse if that someone else is present in our daily lives, making it difficult for us to get the space we need to feel and heal our pain. We may be jealous of a sibling, a dear friend, or even famous personalities. We may even face the challenge of feeling jealous of our spouse, our child, or one of our parents. Whatever the case, we can normalize our experience by understanding that, as painful as it is, jealousy is a common human feeling.

Nevertheless, it is important that we not revel in our jealousy for too long, feeding it with inner talk or gossip with others. If we do, we run the risk of losing ourselves to its negative power. Jealousy has something good to offer us, though, and that is information about our own heart's desire. When we are jealous of certain people, we want what they have, and if we are to be conscious, we must acknowledge that. In this way, we discover what we want for ourselves, which is the first step to getting it. It may be a certain kind of relationship or a career. Whatever it is, it is possible that we could create it for ourselves, in our own lives, if we are able to honor our own desires.

Of course, there are times when we cannot heal our jealousy in this way, and then the lesson may be about acceptance and the understanding that our path is different from the paths of those around us. It may be hard to see now, but perhaps it will eventually be clear why our life has taken its particular path. In the end, the best cure for jealousy is the recognition that the life we have is full of its own meaning and beauty, utterly unique to us—a gift that could never be found in the life of another.

CHANGES . . . . .

its been awhile since i write something here, almost 2 months of not writing anything. busy with the transition thats happenings from 1 LOB to another. i was able to cope up with the support lots of job oppurtunity came accross. i tried my luck and for me to have legal 'petiks' to go on AUX, happy for those people who really deserves to be on the position, but kinda irritated with those i know theres somebody better than that person. few weeks past, opening for email agent came accross. i tried my luck cause im confident enough i can make it cause i have support background for email. i no longer care about promotion, my friends are already there and i know they deserve those positions. i was already compose that i will have a goodtime with email support, unfortunately again a new LOB would comes in but they need to try it first with few agents that have both support background aio & dcd. i was part of those agent who will be doing it. i was not so sure about it until somebody approach me about it, i wasn't able to say NO to that person he's a long time crush of mine. i asked him about the details and he willingly provide me things i needed to knows. i askd the person directly handling the account what will happen, he just stated that its still in the process of deliberation. im not asking for it. yeah i know that only changes are constantly happening.its hurts though thats life. im now confuse about sudden change, and currently hesitant to be right other mingling with them.

can u just please be consistent with whats going on! i just want consistency guys, please do not say anything unless its so sure.

reminiscing the past . . . .

as i was browsing the files i have in my email i was able to see some of the pictures i have before . . . like this picture that i post. it was taken way back early 2006. i was broken hearted that time . . . see i look like a bitch!
hehehe . . . . somebody broke my heart.i treated him as my best buddy but unfortunately he just used me. good thing i was able to cope up. my friends are always there to guide me... thanks guys for being there for me.

end shifters!

its been a month since my last post....since im part of the end shifters and low call volume . . . i dn't have anything to do.
im currently staring at my computers monitor in the office & suddenly realize i need to update my blog...
i just wanted to share to you guys that im currently in love with colbie caillat song 'REALIZE' especially the part where it tells :

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we’d be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We’d never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

sad & sick . . . . . .

im sad & im sick . . .

after being away, right now im currently experiencing running nose & LBM . . . .

hay..... i don't know what to do anymore . . . . .

it's me again . . . .

after being away for almost 5days in the office . . . . .

i was able to get some rest . . . . last saturday my brother asked me to go with them in their weekend getaway in dasmariñas, cavite . . . . . . the place we visited was a very nice place . . . . . the place is very green and very relaxing in the eye it is one of the most beautiful places that ive been near manila. . . .

after the relaxing weekend, i started my week with a very noisy week . . . . i spend time with my nephews & nieces . . . its fun to be around with kids . . . . . im starting to regain the kid in me . . . hehehehe

and now that im in the office . . . i feel like sleeping again . . .

ciao!

im not feeling weLl . . .

i was late for my work, im not even sure if i can make it but i sure did . . . .

memories from the past came across my mind . . . .
i just hope i would be ok for the rest of my day off . . .